i have pressed the "backspace" key countless times before this line.well,there're just too much things on war in my mind, and it's mentally draining.
training's stepping up and all, but the thought that it wont ever be the same without coach in just seven week's time hurts.anyway, im really thankful that coach's willing to train with me one on one on sunday mornings! will just treasure trainings even more from now on and fight harder on water with teammates! hang in there, everyone (:
sports day's on its way again.haha.relays with classmates'll be exciting (: or even hilarious.but im so not looking forward to the long distance races now that the dates draw close.bit of regret for joining creeps in.
popcorn talks, taxi ride, running on the track despite being last, the random company and the many similarities shared.its really nice to have someone who cares (: thanks.
sorry for the randomness in this entry, where paragraphs dont link and i dont bother. for now, any thoughts that can upset me are shoved to the back and inconsequential part of my mind. and tonight, i cant help but feeling afraid of losing you.
"thank you Lord Jesus, for Your amazing grace, and for being the reason to live."
♥
Sunday, April 01, 2007
3:28 PM
guess im the last soul to declare that block test's finally OVER.and sadly it's accompanied by the fact that i screwed it up.cant help feeling lousy,though the whole world just says "its just blocks 1".which is not wrong in any sense too.so much for last minute studying and cramming.guess its lost its magic.so time to be consistent.hope its not too late.
results for block test one set me pondering how i can actually balance everything.with time being zapped up by tough canoe training four times a week, art coursework, long journey back home from sch, church ministry and schoolwork, i seriously feel like a mad woman.i cant let go of any.and i hate the word prioritise cos i dont seem to understand how the word "prioritise" can actually work for me.virtually impossible.so what.choices made, just bear with it i suppose.
anyway, the fact that im not alone, that there are many out there struggling too, gives a little sense of comfort.
NJCC's over just like that too.teammates im proud of you guys for fighting it all out.even though some things didnt turn out the way we want it too, we just have to constantly stay strong and train harder to fly faster alright (: have faith!
and haoxia's long awaited treat's LOVELY today.fish and co, the heavenly haegen daz's icecream fondeu, plus the amount of dosage of laughter's incredible.chiaming and rimmel had the crankiest laughters coupled with sylvia's and xinyi's yakkings! guess smile never left our faces tonight.and such little things make me feel like the most blessed girl on earth (:
had STJ yesterday at miss clarity too (: will never forget the amount of food scott ate! 3 servings, or was it more? haha.thanks eunice for making it really awesome!
back to the rush.time for art.and a longer list awaits. oh, happy april's fool (: and happy birthday minhua!
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sophia lo
TK SD Immanuel
katong convent primary
dunman high guides PB council
hwachong 06s75
SMU business canoeist dragonboater christian
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Sunday, April 08, 2007
2:09 PM
i have pressed the "backspace" key countless times before this line.well,there're just too much things on war in my mind, and it's mentally draining.
training's stepping up and all, but the thought that it wont ever be the same without coach in just seven week's time hurts.anyway, im really thankful that coach's willing to train with me one on one on sunday mornings! will just treasure trainings even more from now on and fight harder on water with teammates! hang in there, everyone (:
sports day's on its way again.haha.relays with classmates'll be exciting (: or even hilarious.but im so not looking forward to the long distance races now that the dates draw close.bit of regret for joining creeps in.
popcorn talks, taxi ride, running on the track despite being last, the random company and the many similarities shared.its really nice to have someone who cares (: thanks.
sorry for the randomness in this entry, where paragraphs dont link and i dont bother. for now, any thoughts that can upset me are shoved to the back and inconsequential part of my mind. and tonight, i cant help but feeling afraid of losing you.
"thank you Lord Jesus, for Your amazing grace, and for being the reason to live."
♥
Sunday, April 01, 2007
3:28 PM
guess im the last soul to declare that block test's finally OVER.and sadly it's accompanied by the fact that i screwed it up.cant help feeling lousy,though the whole world just says "its just blocks 1".which is not wrong in any sense too.so much for last minute studying and cramming.guess its lost its magic.so time to be consistent.hope its not too late.
results for block test one set me pondering how i can actually balance everything.with time being zapped up by tough canoe training four times a week, art coursework, long journey back home from sch, church ministry and schoolwork, i seriously feel like a mad woman.i cant let go of any.and i hate the word prioritise cos i dont seem to understand how the word "prioritise" can actually work for me.virtually impossible.so what.choices made, just bear with it i suppose.
anyway, the fact that im not alone, that there are many out there struggling too, gives a little sense of comfort.
NJCC's over just like that too.teammates im proud of you guys for fighting it all out.even though some things didnt turn out the way we want it too, we just have to constantly stay strong and train harder to fly faster alright (: have faith!
and haoxia's long awaited treat's LOVELY today.fish and co, the heavenly haegen daz's icecream fondeu, plus the amount of dosage of laughter's incredible.chiaming and rimmel had the crankiest laughters coupled with sylvia's and xinyi's yakkings! guess smile never left our faces tonight.and such little things make me feel like the most blessed girl on earth (:
had STJ yesterday at miss clarity too (: will never forget the amount of food scott ate! 3 servings, or was it more? haha.thanks eunice for making it really awesome!
back to the rush.time for art.and a longer list awaits. oh, happy april's fool (: and happy birthday minhua!
